Look- [Waggles the aforementioned knife in the direction of the imaginary(?) demons who're not in her direction.] The way I see it, I try to take on one of those things on my own - you know, one of the big ones - and I'm probably dead. I'm just a thief, lady. If you think I'm gonna use this thing- [Waggles the knife.] on one of them? Yeah, no. You're right, I'd have a death wish. That's why, gods, I'm being real careful to not piss off the people standing between me and them, even if it means I'm holdin' off on the pillaging thing for another time.

[...still doesn't get she was actually mentioning the death wish for another reason.]